Surrender

Tonight, my words fumble

Tonight, my ideas fade

Tonight, my emotions trouble me

Tonight, I’m not sleeping

And tonight, I know nothing

For all my thoughts are fighting with each other

Wanting to know what’s right

Wanting to define what’s wrong

But everything seems to be so untrue

Nothing is  easy to put as black or white

All the things are so much grey

Maybe the truth is fighting but it’s the falsehood that prevails

What my heart wants to believe is judged wrong by my mind

The dilemma ensues

And maybe this is the farthest it will go

Tonight, I surrender to the obscurity that envelopes my mind